Since I was little, felt that everyone tried to dim my light, I don’t know who encourage it, I don’t remember and don’t think anyone did. That’s why I feel threatened most of the time, because I feel that on my way the people are going to try to put me in the dark. Like no, no, no. Like I am not supposed to rise. That’s why I need to spend time alone, nourishing it, and reclaiming it back. I have to get ready and get the courage to go out with it, with protection so anyone can’t put me down.