I don’t remember why or how did it happened but I don’t feel save or loved at your side. I don’t feel fine when you are around. I don’t like the person I became. I have to repress what I want to say or leave because I get on a bad mood. If I don’t repress myself I don’t like the person that I am. That is something I learned long ago. In order to be in peace with myself I need to like me. If I don’t like myself when I am with you then I have to take you out of my life.
Not so much thinking, no so much time thinking on how to fix it, how to make a better life for us both, how to make it work. If I don’t like now I doubt I will like it in the future.
Time will tell us.