Being a failure is not easy. You not only have to fight aginst your demons but with what other people says. People won’t let you feel like it. People will tell you what you have to do and will kind of attack you for what you’re feeling.
It adds more pressure, and makes you feel worse, more failure for not being able to cope.
The only possible thing to do is to hide what you feel.
I need something to do to stop thinking about my failures. Something that keeps me going on hiding.
What can I focus on? What should I do? I can’t stop thinking about it and it is invading my whole existence. Help.